Alson-Na-Teh

2009-09-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

Currently at ash house outside.. slacking...

Came down from woodlands (home) then went to mum house and then find ash..
Brough laptop and now using..

Hummm.. Later maybe meeting wei keat , my best bro . the bro that i have gone through thick and thin together.. he truly a good bro and a steadly one.. I didnt regret being him bro and doing all the things together with him.. Bro forever and love him so much man !!

I don know what to say already ..

should end here then.. :D

Take Care.. !! Anything just sms or call me :D Cya !

2009-09-09T14:33:00.002+08:00

Im So fucking bored at home man !!

Argggg !! Prepaid low.. wanna chat on phone also cant.. :(
What should i do ??

Got nothing to post uh.. Cya guys !!

Anything just sms me :D

2009-09-04T12:44:00.000+08:00

I had moved to woodlands drive 16.
I have changed number already to 84064722 , anything just sms or give me a call..

I Was in love once agagin..
But in the end she was just playing my feelings..
I Fucking don understand , you said you really like me, but didnt contact for 1 or 2 days, u said u don like me already..

Natasha, u really did make me for in such a deep fucking love with you.. Willing to do everything for your sake... Lasering tattoo, study hard, convert to malay..
But i trusted u all along from the start, but i just relise that u were just cheating me from the start to the end... Why must u do this to me ?? I really don understand..

All i wanna is to be with u, give u happy life and so on...
But since u had done this to me, i had no choice..

Till now, i still love u that fucking much.. Your apperence just keep showing up at my brain.. I don know what to do.. But i know one thing.. my love for u will not change, and i will keep on waiting for you till the day you accpet me.

I wil stop getting into any relationship anymore.. I hate love...
And my trust for girl had totally gone.. Maybe i should go and be a GAY ??

Being a gay at lest both guys know what each parties wannaa... Know what guys wanna, think and everything.. And wont be hurt from love..

NATASHA , SHASHAKICKSASS !

ILOVEYOU AND IMISSYOU..
LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE !

2009-08-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blog peeps..

Its been such a long time since i post..
Lots of things happened this few week..

I'll be moving to woodlands due to house sold away..
And there the rent is cheap.
I miss bedok and all my friend..

Hais..
Nothing much this few days, been at home playing ps2..
Meeting natasha tml . Cant wait for it man ! :D

Btw i had change number to 84064722 .
Anything just sms or call me .

2009-06-27T03:04:00.002+08:00

Have been thinking if our relationship is fading or what . You don seems to miss me at all ? Say later sms me but didnt.. I feel that you are lie-ing things to me.. i don know if i should trust you anot. but i really trust you alot. Its seems like im not importane to you aymore ? e.g. got other guys , friends or what then forget about me.. When im in trouble do you know ? Were you there for me ?
You asked me not to drop tears anymore for you, but i really cant do it.. i keep droping tears ! thinking what our relationship had become now my heart really hurts . Maybe you don love me ? You fall for other guy ? I just a burden to you ?

Im so fucking stress.. im so worried about you.. What you wanna do, then do bahs. maybe sooner you will break with me ? i don know . I really cant bear to leave you ! Maybe you don know how much i love you , but i can tell you that i just fucking love you alot . you're my everything.

I wanna our relationship like before we together but not single..
Can we ? Will we ? I feel that im just a replacement or a toy . Do you really love me ? I don feel your love for me at all .

Tears droping down again !
I miss you alots !

2009-06-23T14:28:00.002+08:00

Meet litian and phoebe at simei..
Went to mrt station with sis.. then i took train to simei..

Went up level 3 to find them..
Then saw phoebe, litian and litian's bf..

After that we went to tm..
On the Bus they call one friend called BearBear..
Waited for him to finished work..

I told Bi that i will be going to find her at east coast around 7plus..
But i was at tampines.. Darn hungry..

Phoebe and litian asked me if i was going anot, i say maybe never go cos i need to go and find my gf.. Then they say that litian treat us eat steamboat..

Then i was fucking hungry so i went with them..
Took BearBear's car then headed to bugis..
Went to eat steamboat..

Eat till around 9pm. Then we went to east coast.. i went to pit 40..
But BearBear drop at pit 9 there.. No choice but to walk from pit 9 to pit 40 !
Its was like so fucking far sial.. But now is go find gf no matter how far also can :D

walk half way around pit 30 there i wanted to go toilet, then saw bi at the toilet.. i walk towards toilet she shouted ehhhhh ~~ Like very shocked like that.. then Bi, one friend girl and i walk to pit 40.. i sat at the chair there near the sea.. then Bi came over and talked to me..

Talk talk until i really feel like crying when she said one sentence..
But i keep on hold my tears don let it drop down..

Then She say after bbq she going l4d with her classmate, she asked me to fetch her.. i said anything. then walk walk halfway, they say going katong play.. then i go mac wait for BearBear to come fetch me then went home..

Bi, I really don wanna u to leave me.. I just fucking love u ! You got things you must tell me, cos i not god so i cant know if you are upset or what cos we didnt meet..
I will treat you like how i used to treat u like before we together.. i promise that i will do it..
But i wan to had happy time everyday.. i wan u to be the most happy girlfriend..
I don wanna u to be too sensitive . i got things i will tell you..
I really love you alot. i don wan this relationship to end so fast. i wanna last years with you.
ILOVEYOU <3 Muakcs .

2009-05-22T02:04:00.002+08:00

Today meet phoebe, litian outside school..
After that went to litian house to slack and eat lunch..
Nice maggie mee uh :D

Then went to slack near litian house area..
Dan, adam, faz, ipin came and we slack together..

Raining coming down went to other blk.. then adam went home with dan and sharul, left faz, her bro, ipin and me.. I and faz, faz bro went to litian house to slack awhile .
Then went down with slack..

Then Went 70 plus find lina slack.. now at my house slacking.. Bored ><

Shipei, I'm doing fine today don worry about me, have fun at ur holiday okie ??
With loves :D

2009-05-02T18:34:00.005+08:00

2009-04-28T01:39:00.004+08:00

Lepak at 415 !!
Had lots of fun slacking, taking photos and joking :D
One of the best days ever..

Loves them lots !
415 Lover huart ar ! :D

2009-04-18T03:46:00.002+08:00

Woke up my call from amelia !!
Stupid girl uh, so early call me ask me help u buy cigg..
Buy cigg le then went to mac outside meet her..

She was with one friend..
Nice knowing her too ;D
Then went xg downstair smoke, smoke then go up..
KP was working at that time..

Saw Anu at counter, alex, shiping, jiamin they were at xg also :D
Its been long since i went to xg uh !
Still got feeling for xg cos friend were there..

Then go down smoke again then went to play com for 1 hours.. So not used to xg keyboard lahs !
Skills CMI sial ><
Then change com..

from com 79,80 change to 1o1, 1o2. Then start playing techno party beat up, cos one baby come beside me :D i saw him ! and i just continue playing. then the mother pull him away..
Went counter to take back member card. the baby came and touch amelia !

Hahahahahas..
So fucking cute can the baby, how i wish i can have this kind of baby too :D
The baby go pull amelia's skirt up ! Then she faster pull down..
Send amelia home, slack at downstair awhile, after that she went up..

Xg later got audi competition, considering if wanna join in too .
Finding people to go down with me..

After reading " your " blog, i felt so fucking shag..
Was hearing song at the same time..
Mind was thinking of you.. Your face keep appearing in my mind, it just wont go off..
Day and night i was thinking of talking to you, wondering this and that about you, keep wanna meet you and ton together. but i guess these days wont come anymore bahs..
Tear just drop out of my eyes.. I don know why either ? Maybe i really had fallen for you le bahs..
But since u like someone else, then i give u my blessing..
But i will not give up on you.. I will not give up till the day i get you and i willing to wait..

And lastly,
I really do love you alot !

2009-04-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

Humm..
Bored at home man !
Darn fucking nothing to do sial..

Rottinng at home there few weekss..
What i do is only, use com -watch youtube, watch movie, msn, friendster & facebook.
Come on, peeps jio me out go walk walk, slack and so on..

Selling my house soon, guess its time i have to move out and work..
Anyone house able to rent room to me please let me know uh..
Maybe going in NS at the 9th month..

Didnt wish to go in so early but no choice..
Mum wanna to send me early in, and go in early come out early..
Thinking what to do now..

If i go in NS i really cant bear to leave my friend, gans the girl i love and so on..
And especially my hair ! think if i go in they wanna cut my hair botak, think my tears will drop down.. Hais.. Heartpain sial ! But no choice.. :(

2009-04-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

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2009-03-31T23:29:00.002+08:00

Humm.. Long time didnt post so am here posting..
been very tired this few days, due to playing com and stuff..
Everyday morning then sleep..

Went out with sis and ziko at about 2plus...
Bath, get prepare and went out...
Trained to city hall then walked to suntec city then follow ziko go interview, so called the "person" say the unit is 02-01 but there isnt even 2 number unit behind.. all 3..

So, decided not to go as we cant find the unit, then headed over to bugis went to soul garden..
went in and thanks ziko for helping me pui with that guy that i'm a student ! Hahahahas..
Went to take the food.. i keep taking char seiw meat.. its so fucking nice lahs !

After that went to take ice cream.. So yummy and delicious yahs !! peppermint ice cream !!
Hummm.. Ate till very full then went to shop.. Brought one white-purple watch @ $5, one 3 quarter pant @ $20 plus if i not wrong and a blet @ $16 :D

Saw alot of pretty girl over too, but cant do anything but just see them !
Promise myself to be tiongxim and not to be a hongster like last time ..
What i said i will do it ..

Haahs..
That all for the day shopping :D

Thanks jie for buying me so much things yeahs ??
ILOVEYOU lots, wait i work got salary le i buy back things for you :D

2009-03-23T20:21:00.002+08:00

Thanks peoples for wishing me a happy birthday :D
I'm so happy that you all remember my birthday.

1st person to sms me wishing birthday is :
1) Charlene
2)Sheryl
3)Charmaine
3)Debra
4)Wanying and other people too :D

But sad that she didnt even wish me a happy birthday the whole day.. hais.. maybe i should just fuck off from her life bahs.. maybe for her, she don know this person called alson tan she will be more happy..

2009-03-23T03:46:00.002+08:00

Has been fucking moody this few days, starting when my bbq at that day..
Well, its just because of 2 things that make me so moody.

1) its because of my EX bro, he came and when i saw his face, totally no mood to do anything.
2) its because of W2, was doing thing with ye hao phone, and saw their hands signal, saw the expression on her face, sigh !

Went home, accidentally make till W2 fall down, she was hurt.. Cycle back to bedok can feel that she in great pain cos she was holding on my shoulder and she pressed it til very hard, so i told her : If very pain just squeeze my shoulder hard..

See-ing her in such great pain, my heart totally hurt alot.. But there nothing i can do or i know what to do but keep asking if she's alright.. Went home, smsed her.. She went to sleep..

From that day night onwards, i keep on sms or call, she only reply 1 or 2.. after days, totally don even wanna reply me.. Hais.. My heart totally broke into pieces.. Feel like crying but i hold my tears. My mind keep thinking of her. Whenever i close my eye, the dark piece of mind appears her face.. I just cant stop thinking of her..

On sat, 21th. Meet sheryl, went to fetch her then came to my house to slack cos i not yet eaten.. She was playing games.. then after that about 3, went out to buy cigg and went to her house downstair to eat.. on the way going we sat at a block downstair near bedok view sec, leong quan sms me and got some misunderstanding. chatted on the phone.. I can see that W2 was playing happily and tonning with them, now don give a fuck darn about me after u got them, now i know what kind of person you are. Seriously if u wanna help them go ahead, i don mind cos i can tell that u helping leong quan that day.

I seriously fucking disspointed and sad about it, do you know ? I didnt know that you will treat me like this. Maybe this is your ownself ? Showing out your true colour ?? I don know, i seriously don know. But i fucking cant held it, i didnt wan my tears to drop but you really hurt me alot, maybe you don give a fuck or don even care about me bahs.

After settleing the taiji, then went to slack till 7 plus going 8 if i not wrong then she went home to sleep leh.. Then i walked home also and i reach home i went to sleep..

Till now, i'm stilling thinking about you
thinking why this would happen when we were so close,
thinking what were you thinking in ur mind now,
thinking why u treat me like this,
thinking what make u help them rather to help me..

I'm so cofused, sad, disspointed..
I'm hoping that we were that close like before..
No1 can break our close friendship..
How i wish that i can have u back by my side.. =(

2009-03-17T17:49:00.002+08:00

Will be celebrating my birthday tomorrow cos it is the holiday week !
Planning to open on wenesday cos willy they all can come but in the end, they not coming cos they didnt wanna be with me anymore ??

Hais, everything i do is wrong and u all don like. So, just forget it man !
Have the intention of after birthday going to work full time..

But my mum wanna send me in for an early NS, Which i don wan at all..
Have a small quarrel with mum.. Fucking don understand what she wants man !

She what this sunday i and my sis move out.. FINE !! Move then move lols..

But thinking back, i felt what a son did was really too much.. Maybe from the start what i changing to was wrong.. Should't treat her like this. But really find her darn irritating !!

Cant wait for tml bbq, friend from primary school, sec school and other will be coming..
Its might be exciting yeahs ?? Hope tml will be a fun day :D

2009-03-07T03:00:00.004+08:00

Hais... How come thing just gone in a min ??
Just over one night, and i have lost you !!

WTF is this man ?? Seriously i think that it is about other guy bahs..
Cos i heard that u wanna patch back with jacky ?
I don know wheather it it true anot but i really do hope tat its not true..

You said that he is ur gan laogong ??
So, now i understand that a girl would rather say good nites, love you muacks all that to a GAN rather to her boyfriend..

I finally see ur true colour.. The way you treat boys, play their feelings and so on..
You told me that, you like me.
Then when u wanna break u said the feelings don know fly go where le.. But yet u don give a darn or care to find that feeling..

The way u showing is that u wanna let ppl know that u have alot of boyfriends and so on..
But i telling you that relationship or when u like one person it is not like this..
Not as simple as you think.. You feel good then be together or like him.. Not happy you don wan..

What is this man ?? I seriously don understand.. But all i can think is that, you are not matured yet.. And you wont go and think so much..

I spoken to your mum.. I was really shock and disspointed in you when ur mum told me that u skip school one whole week.. No wonder when i wanna send u to school you didnt wanna..

You told ur mum that u wanna drop out of school.. Ur mum asked why, you said my name !
Seriously speaking, its has nothing to do with me.. i didnt asked u to drop out or what-so-ever.. Don pull other people down into water..

You are showing ur mum that i'm the one who teach you bad.. And i Hate it !!
I'm fucking telling you right now, ivan is not that good also.. Now i and him are not friends anymore, i don give a fuck darn about it..

Your mum told you that, if u wanna be with a guy, stick with him still long.. Don keep on change.. She dn mind letting u mixxing outside.. But you just don care and understand..

About what you think when u told me at msg, i tell u.. You are totally wrong... You still don even know about me inside. You just seeing me from the out surface..
You are totally wrong ?? I don think so, just how long have you know me ??

Asked urself and think hard !!
I really very disspointed in you !!
What i said, i will do it.. I'm a man of my words !!

And lastly,
i wanna thanks, willy, clarissa and weiwei being there for me when i'm sad..
Although i didnt drop tears infront of you all, but i'm crying at home..
You all cheer me up.. Although u all were angry about *her* but its her choice and i have to respect her..

Love you peoples lahs !!
Forever Friends.. :D <3

I thinking of you every single night when i close me eyes, the image that appears in my mind was you.. I really don know what to do now ! I have lost you.. And hoping that one day i wont jump down of building cos of you.
I totally fucking mad and i can do anything when i'm crazy.. I don give a fuck about it !!

2009-03-03T19:55:00.004+08:00

Was Darn Fucking Happy when Bi, told me that something :D

Been days didnt saw Bi already, Miss her FUCKING lots lahs !!

Planning to open chalet and it cost $200.
PLus food and cigg total need about $400 bahs.. around there..
Don really know the extact price cos i don open chalet..

If really opening chalet this is the 1st time i celebrate my birthday and anniversary together..
Love Charlene Lots lahs..

Finding money to save so that i can open my chalet..
Hoping that the days i open chalet, Bi, and bro and company me ton at chalet till the chalet ends.. especially Bi Bi !

I really hope to spend more time with you..
But school is more importane, so its alright..
We still have lots of time to spend tgt yeahs ??

As long as you, alright and safe,
I have no worries.. and u must let me know, Cannot Lie Hor !! :D

And lastly,
Loving Bi is the happiest thing i can ever get.. :D

2009-03-01T04:35:00.002+08:00

Yes peeps !!

Finally on 230209 i was able to be with her !!
I been waiting for this day to come and its been quite long..

Seriously, its been months since i have been so fucking crazy, love and want for a girl ..
I really don know what to say uh..
Just knowing myself that i'm so darn happy lahs!!

Days of life have been getting worst day by days..
Don really know how to express it but its really sucks..

Hoping that next month we can celebrate my birthday and our 1month anniversary..
Was planning to open chalet and ask friend to come along, but not yet decided..

Today had a very fun day playing catching in the rain with friends, been such a long time since we enjoy ourself and having so much fun..

Going to watch the dream catchers at tudou..
Cya ya guys around :D

And lastly,
Charlene i love you lots :D

2009-02-20T14:14:00.004+08:00

I didnt say that i didnt treasure those time when i was with you !!
Its was ur own thinking !!
Seriously saying, i did treasure you when i was with you, but what i told u, u didnt even wanna try to do it..
Anyway its all over for us and we wont get back to each other..
Just take it as that we didnt know each other before bahs..

I don know who you couple with now, but it is your choice !
U ask me wheather if we still wanna cpl i say yes, but in the end you are the one who break cpl..
I have prepare that u would break with me.. anyway still wishing you long lasting with brandon bahs..

Guess u know who leon is bahs.. Think is ur ex..
I know some story about your past, but i don know if it was true..
Even if it is the truth, guess u wont admit and let me know..

Feeling more and more fucked up of love relationship !!
Guess god gave me this life, maybe for now i will suffer and when i grow up
things will get better bahs..

I fucking don understand, why you said " I break with * HIM * then stead with me but in the end you didnt !! Are you saying that to make me happy or whatever ??
I don need you to make me happy by saying that, its just hurt me more and more !!

Think before you do or say anything, cos u have to think about another party's feelings !!
I don know what you are thinking in ur mind now ..
But i trying my best to change those you don like..

Why cant you give me a chance to be with you..
You got things that keeping you away from me, let me know ..
I really wish to understand you, share your happiness and saddness..

I don mind lending you my shoulder for you to support on..
Even if you are going in hostel again, i will wait for you to come out..

1 years, 2 years or how long, i still wait for you..
Its been so long since i love a girl so much..
You are the 1st girl that i'm so fucking crazy about, i didnt know why,
but i'm sure that my feelings for you is not crush, or what on..

But its those love that.. i don know how to express my love..
But its just ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT !!

See-ing you with him so close, i just felt very jealousy..
I told willy that, if you patch back with him, i will break brothership with him!!

I totally had enough of friends, brothers taking girl that i love away from me..
One by one and there goes to another man !!
I didnt wanna say anything or ask you for stead on the day you break with weisheng, its cos

I know that he is honging you, and will ask u for stead..
I kept this to myself..

Day to east coast, i told kok lee about my feelings for you..
Totally felt so relieve.

How i wish that i can be with you every, sec, min, hours, day, week
months, years by your side..

Hearing 最近 song and thinking of you, really make me drop tears..
You just don understand my feelings !!

I don need any other thigs expect you..
I can give up anything for you just to be with you my love !!

And Lastly ,

ILOVEYOU !

2009-02-14T16:22:00.003+08:00

Went to east coast last night !
Celebrated Edna's birthday !

Well, starting got STUPID ppl come find us taiji, somemore is our own friends >< They call they bro come down.. We started our singing birthday song then li ping take the ice lemon tea and pour on edna ! I runned to edna and take the White Cream Cake which cost $3plus per piece and smash on her face, then started to take water and arbo ppl.. So fucking fun lahs cans !! its been so long since bro and sis went out as a big group and had so much fun !!

After that, charlene say edna something happen, Then everybody run as fast as they can to find her. In the end she didnt get hurt or what. Just that jacky sis pushed her, almost fight nia !! Went back to table, all the gals went to one place and talked about the taiji. Guys sat at table, then we open one bottle of wisky. each person drink one whole cup cannot stop ( Gan wisky ) Then played ( hei bai peh ) a chinese game, lose one drink :D I keep losing !! Wtf sial.. So, its okie ! i dare play i dare drink.. jamie took over me, jamie played with her sis edna ! Also lose ><

I keep on drink but ivan only drank one mouth !! Then got tissy went toilet ! Went out from the toilet, totally cant really see anything clear. And i don know what happen after that. All i know is just i keep on vomitting non stop because i didnt eat anything before that expect one piece of cake , and i keep thinking about her in my mind, and i drop tears !!

Woke up around 5 plus. Then go wash up sit awhile then went home.. We sit bus 16 back to bedok. i vomited at the bus. Kok lee then send me home then he went home..

Thanks all of you who was helping me when i was drunk, although i don know who. But keron tell me every1 was calling and helping.. Thanks guys !! Love yahs :D

2009-02-09T01:47:00.003+08:00

Why must it always happen to me when i wanna change myself ??
God, are you playing a fool of me ??

There so much i wanna talk/tell you..
But always i didn't have the chance to tell you..
But when there is a chance, it already happened.

You said that you love me, like what you post on your blog !!
But i don think that what u post was true..
Maybe that person you talking about isn't me bahs !!!!!!

Each day when i think about you, my tears cant stop dropping..
Why must u get so close with him ?!?!?!

Its like he's your boyfriend ..
Why cant u understand my feelings ??

I just hope that we can start one last time and maintains our relationship ??
Why is it so difficult to do that ??

Since u don wanna patch back, well, guess you don love me anymore..
And u don have the intention patching back with me.

Maybe i should just fuck off from your life..
Whatever you do, decided or what..
Just hope that you wont regret what you had chosen or done.

Really felt very shag and mood less whenever i heard from friends,
about you and him doing or what..

I GOT NOTHING TO SAY FROM THE WAY YOU BEHAVE  AND DO. !!!
SPEECHLESS !!




Just hoping that sooner you will come back to my side,
Last long and nothing break us away..
hope if we start afresh, our relationship will be like,
When we just together..
If you love me, Come back to me..
The past is already the past..

I'm not going make you drop tears,
sad,
angry,
and so on..


I really do love you alot Bi !!
Bye Bye, my love..

Tears dropping down T.T

2009-02-05T16:39:00.002+08:00

Quarrel with bi this few days due to alot of thingys..
Well, there been my fault and ur fault.. We should know what our own fault is..
I'm very happy that we start new afresh.
I will do everything to make this relationship strong and last my love !
But those u cant do it, i still hope that u take care of yourself.. i don wish anything to happen to you..

Bi, promise me those things i don like u to do,
and i promise you that i don do those u do like to do...
Be careful of him yeahs ???

Lets make our realtionship goes back like before.. when we were so sweet,
and so on.. I really love that period of time that i can spent with u at kok lee house..

:D

Its been so long since i post on my blog.. seems like its dead.. but no choice, cos home destop
spoilted and can use. ARGGGGG !!! Cant play game.. Fucking hell..
Ytd, meet yangjie at mac..
got pissed off and beat him up.. Taiji came out..

Well, i didnt sleep previous night cos my mood maybe back..
willy spar with yangjie 1 on 1.
But taiji settle leh.

That all and now i wanna go and bath and meet Bi leh.
Bye Byes !! :D

2009-01-05T11:24:00.003+08:00

Woots peeps...

I'm back to school !!

Its just fucking tired man !! ARGGGGGG !!

Fucked teachers in school..

Later die leh.. Abraham lesson..

Pray hard that my hair wont kena cut ><

Signing off ~~

2008-12-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

Hummmm..

Its been long since i post on my blog..
And now i here to post !!

Firstly - I wanna congratz my laopo on coming back from the hospital..
Its really made u suffer when u in hospital i guess..
The Food, Bed all that really bad for you..
Never mind..
Those medicine that u took make u feel really gross..
Well.. Take it as u eat it for me ?? :D

Secondly - Something make me really pissed off yesterday..
Well.. Planned to go central point and said that will be meeting at phone booth at 1.30 pm..
At msn said that last mins not going cos yh didnt wanna bathed..

Called debra and wanted to ask her to slack.. But she was with wy and yh..
Went to bathed, they were at bus going city plaza..
Asked if later i wanna meet them.
I said see 1st..

Yh went home on9 audi.. Chatted with him..
Then Call debra..
Ask they at where.. they where at 407..
Asked me if i wanna go slack and ask willy.. I then asked her to call willy instead then call me back..

They Met and they went to tm without lettting me know..
Called them and they were at tm.. I was fucking pissed off so i chrup the phone..
Sms them..

Said didnt dua me ??
If didnt dua me, then y u all go by urself and letting me wait at home ??
And u all didnt know how to contact me ??
I gave wy my mum number to contact me, still cant contact until me ?!?!?!
Dn wan me go or what let me know !! I wont be an extra and go there..

!@#$%^@#$%^!@#^!%&*@&^!@#$%!^*&(#

2008-12-18T13:27:00.000+08:00

to alson:

hey boy ,

hope u find a job quickly alrigh'ts ,and takecare when im at hosp.:D

laopo is here w u:D

wait me till 30 dec:D

loveee's

lao po here

2008-12-17T02:00:00.000+08:00

:❤

Hellloooo's

gueess who m i?

im alson gan lao po

kryyyyyyystal,, hmmmm his blog is sucha dead

so i help him post

sad case lrh ,he must move house,but no money

Hope u find a place to stay &

ur mothha just angrie,let her cool down

she dont bear to leave u &ur sis to go streets sleepD:

trust meD:

loveeeeeees muchD:

niteee's

2008-12-13T04:52:00.000+08:00

Humm... On the 12th went to met debra and ye hao.. Debra going chalet..
I was bored so asked debra if i can go.. And Bring ye hao along too..

Cabbed to ehub.. Went to the chalet there.. I and ye hao sat on the chairs and start play DJ MAX !!
Then, Started to drink and went tippsy !

Had the intention to ton overthere, but ye hao cant and debra have to work the next days.. So Have the think for my mei ! So went to ehub wanted to buy beers, but the time for buying beer was over so didnt buy.. Went to the bowling centre as her friends wanted to play..

We Didnt have the money so we didnt play.. Went to sit at the chairs beside and watched them play.. Humm... Their 1st ball was bad.. Maybe they have not warm up ?? Hahas.. Their bowling skills are much much more better then my.. Cos when i play bowling instead of the bowling rolling towards inside, my ball fly up in the air and landed with a big " BUMP " and roll inside..

After that, debra went to take her bag as she wanted to go home and sleep.. So we waited for her.. She take one bag so slow.. i and ye hao decided to go back to the chalet and find her.. She called us and her mum came.. Send us home..

Reached door outside.. eugenie sms me asked me if i wanna go down to xg...
Went to bath, eat magee mee and rest awhile.. After 6plus went out..
Slack Slack and so on..
Went home..

Mum was not at home.. Okay..
So, Slept till night time..
Mum still not home.. Meet ivan at my house..

Then at 3 we went down to xg to meet veron and friends ~
Ivan quarrel with his dad, so he asked me to company him..
Went prata shop.. Kenny, huijun, veron, Eugener and a few ppl which i dn know their names..

Throat was vry vry fucking itch.. So i asked the indian guy what drink can make my throat not itch.. He point that one.. I asked what that, they talk dn know what words that i don even understand.. So i dn care just order.. He take put water, sugar and salt..
Then stir..

I and ivan see the way he make really make us gross.. Its was like vry sticki, thick.. Somethings like SpermS !! But its was much more thicker then that man !! Ivan went to sit down as its was too gross for him to see..
I stand there and see..

I went to the table and drink one mouth.. EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW !!! OMGosh !!! Its really gross man.. Its like darn sweet , sour.. But i drink afew i dn dare to drink liao.. One of our friends say it is the indian yougurt!!

I drink 2 to 3 mouth i gave it to veron and huijun !! Huijun was like drinking till vry shoick !!
Didnt care..

Went xg to play audi for 1 hour ! Then followed veron , Eugener and one gal go home.. Went back to xg with ivan.. Dota vs (AI)
Quiet fun..
Played 2 match.. In the end..

Ivan was at their base and i was pushing up from our base.. In the end we won, cos the com shut and we were in their base.. And that how we win.. LOLS !!! So Stupid Man !!

Ivan went to my house as he 11plus then can go home..
He bathed and we lie down..
Both of us fell asleep..

He woke up and he went back home..
I went to my room and sleep..
Woke up at night and find myself having fever..
I was like coughing like hell.. Its was fucking pain after every cough my heart hurts and like wanna cough blood come out.. So didnt went out today.. And now its morning..

Humm...
Ah Mei chatted with me on msn..
Had fun chatting with her cos she is darn cute lahs !!
U promised me to come my house overnight di hor..
Laopo Love you <3 Muacks !!

I'm going to wash up and sleep..
See u guys next time again...

Bye ~~ Signing off, ♥ Alson

2008-12-04T03:36:00.000+08:00

Since 1 weeks.. So many things had happened.. how come ??
Met up with kailin and friends..
Pei her tonned and so on..

Humm... Its was kinda tired but i didnt complain cos i don't do it at all !
Find it kinda fun actually ! Hahas..

Kailin went to hougan, so went down to find Bestie, veron and friends..
Tonned with them..

I fell in love with someone..
Well, that person know who she is..
Asked her who she like, she told me *that name* (should not type) i was totally shag at my bed..
Thinking lots of things bahs..

And things happen.. Was very worried and was finding ppl for help.. lucky ye hao's house can go..
I dn know what to say cos i'm spechless now !

Ahlyn : I told u b4.. U and him anything happen dn come and tell me cos i told u my advise..
After u go His house near our school u totally changed ! Now, i sms or call u or whatever u dn even reply..

U can pangseh me because of him ! What happen to you ? U not like the Bestie i know last time ! Even u with ur bf or whoever u will call me .. Even u go where u dn even bother calling , asking me go or what !

I smsed u saying that : let stop being bestie from now on..
U didnt even reply.. Is it u dn care abt this 3 years Bestie friendship ?
I tell u, i care ! But u really totally change fucking alot..
How i hope we can change back like b4..

~ ** END ** ~

I love You ! I miss You.. I just keep missing you..
I know u don have feelings for me.. U like Some1 else..
I didnt dare to ask for stead.. Cos i scared that ur answere is no..
U seems like u dn wanna or like talking to me ??

I dn know what i should do now ??
Can some1 help me ??

How i wish that i can get u.. Cos i really love u alot !
Be tgt and last long.. I be Tiongxim if i can be with u !!

Kailin : Gratz for finding cpl and patch back with him..
Hope u 2 will last long this time..
U still own me $8 and jacket ! Dn forget..
What u said to me on msg when u were away from home was all lies..
I was stupid to believe what u said..
Don, u wan then come don wan then go away !

2008-11-15T05:05:00.000+08:00

She's gone..
Everything gone..
Just after one night of tonning with her, we start to quarrel..
Quarrel till audi guild mates and friend come in room..

I really dn know what to say..
Urs words make me very sad..
Seriously i dn know after tonning u really love me anot..
Love me But i guess that, u dn love me wholefully..

Ur feelings fade so fast..
Just a few days of quarrelling..
U don love me anymore..

U said that u don wanna last long with me by 1 years or so.. But many many years..
That was all a lie !!
My heart feel vry pain to see u so moody everyday,
By ur words,
the way u treat me,
and the way u talk to me..

I didnt have the intention to put all blame on u, OK ??
In a relationship, no matter whats, both party is at fault and should settle tgt..
I wanna go through everything together with you, but u didnt let and wan !

Since that is your answere, then forget it bahs..
Guess we wont get to be together anymore..
Even if heaven give us fate to be together...
Since this is ur answere then i shall respect it bahs..

I hope, u have a good life..
Find a good bf..
Better character..
Faster lvl up in audi..
Earn more dens ,
Upgrade fam !
And enjoy ur life in audi..

Don need to care abt me..
I can take it being lonely..
Just like what u said..
U dn give a shyt abt me !!

I missing u now..
My heart's painfull..
I'm crying..
Why must this happen..

I really wanna treat u good,
not to do the mistake like before, be tiongxim..
I really love u alot.. Till this moment..

IloveYou !!

SAD !!

2008-11-11T21:28:00.001+08:00

I know i'm in the wrong.. But i dn know what i am thinking..
I'm not a good bf..
Sry abt it..

If u think that i don lose u or u dn wanna such a bf..
Go and find another one bahs..

'Guild outing i not sure i'm going anot..
Feel so extra if i go..
Later got or find problem again and drag the whole guild involed..

But if u call and ask me go maybe i will go bahs..
But i wan u to want me go and pei u with ur whole heart..

u moody and u dn wanna talk to me ??
Its okie bahs..
Wont force u..
Have fun in audi and chat with ur friends bahs...

Tears dropping !
=(

Woots..

2008-11-11T02:53:00.001+08:00

Cool..

Last night cant sleep at all.. Dn know why.. Used sis's notebook played facebook game..

Msn dn have people on9 di.. SO Boring Man !!

Slept awhile then wake up.. On9 msn using notebook..

Chatted with some ppl..

Went to inter with my sis as she wanted to bank in her cheque!

After that went to orchard's hospital to collect mum's medicant..

Taken the medicant we went down..

Smoked and was planning where to go..

So we decided to walk and think..

Walked to the mrt, topped up my ez-link card and sis brough and adult card..

So stupid lahs my sis.. Always go clubbing have fun then things lost arbo is forget to take..

Be careful next time..

Went home and played audi...

Less then 2 to 3 hours i had lvled up 2 times..

Lvl 15 now..

Well..

I felt that our relationship is missing something, but i cant figue out !!

I really loved u alot !!

I cant bear u to leave me!!

Its like we don even look like stead or what ??

U didnt even bother or think abt me..

All u do is audi, audi, audi and audi !!

Do i need to say then u will do ??

Like that u might as well be my dog ??

I'm not saying u that u're my dog..

But at lest do what a gf must do ??

U in audi have so many gans but did i say anything ??

I'm trying to keep my comments to myself by not saying anythings..

Cos in the end ppl say me " Petty ", " Sensitive " , " East to Jealous " ..

Telling u that i'm not..

I really dn wish that one day u, u leave me and go with other guys or hong...

Its not that i dn trust u..

U said smth which i saw it..

And that is : Baby have made the wrong decision again !

Well, i didnt know what u regret or made the wrong decision but i feel that its because of that things.. U should know what i mean by that..

U wanna call me to chat anot its up to you..

I wont force you or whatevers..

U wan go chat with worm all that, go ahead..

Dn need care abt me alrights..

I didnt told u all this is because i would start quarreling with you..

U don know me well.. But slowly u will know what kind of person i am !

I don blame u or what..

I just talking to my blog cos it the only thing that make me feel better and share my feelings and thoughs with me !!

This is nobodys fault.. So pls dn put it in ur heart..

I understand and wont blame each other cos we don understand each other !!

I hope to understand more abt u and know all abt u and ur problem..

As a Bf , i willing to share all ur happiness, saddness..

We will go through tgt..

I wan u to by my longest stead..

Hope we can last years !!

Wo Ai Ni <3>

2008-11-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

For My Dearest Brother, Wei Keat..

I know u in Boy's Home Now..

I know that u cant read this post !

But i hope that u can read this post ASAP !

U in now, don be too guai lan..

Fight all the way with them don ever give up, cos i put alot of trust, and lots on u..

So dn disspoint me okay ??

Just like u said to me when the day i was beaten !

WeiKeat :

Don Scare, Just fight with them..

Don fuck till they are pregant..

Don hong too much gal..

Be tiongxim..

I will always remember what u said to me !

Bro, I will wait for u to come out..

I'm thinking about the past that we spent tgt and the tough days we went tough tgt..

Tears Going drop down..

But i tahan !

Runned, house tgt with wei keat because of some problems..

Weared school-uniform..

1day : we went to play and play..

Went to AP and sleep there..

U didn't sleep.. I was sleeping.. Suddenly i woke up and say i kena beat by ants..

It then swallon..

Went 416 to buy pain water.. The Auntie Help me put medication..

Then went to 403 di playgroud sleep..

Runned to 420 playground sleep..

I was darn tired, so i fell asleeped..

Woke up after 2 hours plus..

Ur turn To sleep, u lie down afew mins i woke u up cos there was ambulances and police went passed.. Sry Bro !! I was sleeping and u were looking after our stuff and u didnt sleep..

Decided to went to 77 playground to sleep..

We lie down there..

Both slept.. Its was fucking cold.. That both of us were shirving..

3 am we woke up, cos it was too fucking cold..

Chatted and then we on phone and sing songs..

Started to change to lyrics.. Its was 3am and we were singing loudly at the playground like

nobody business.. Laughter was continuerous.. Non-stop !

Sing, Sang and Sung !!

2nd day we went to xg.. played com and knew xiaobao they all..

Tonned at xg..

In the morning we were finding ppl's house to bath..

Finded Food and so on..

2nd days passed..

3rd day continue..

Meet willy and wei sheng at bedok inter..

We all run home tgt also..

Its was very fun..

I will Never forget the past with u Bro !!

I will try to visit u in boys home if can..

We Are Brothers For ever..

Never Be apart !!

When u come out, i 101% will go put tattoo with u tgt..

Any tattoo, Any where.. I will still put with u !

Tears Dropping down now..

Bro , i miss u lots..

I hope to see u ASAP !!

2008-11-01T05:30:00.000+08:00

PLAYED AUDI WITH XIAOZHU !

PIGGYS PBT !

LOVE XIAOZHU 4 LIFE !

SWEET

2008-10-28T20:56:00.001+08:00

I'm really vry happy to be in the UNO's GUILD !!

Thx for the bbq, I had fun although not very crazy but its the 1st outing i had with u all..

Hope that there be more outing then we can go out together..

Hummm... UNO's guild quiet zai..

Hahas... I just felt vry happy that i in this guild.. UNO 1314..

Never be apart..

UNO'S PAH BUEY TOH..

LoveS u all UNO !

Nice too meet All CHIO BU and SUAI GE...

Take Care..

Going Audi..

Feeling So Moody

2008-10-21T02:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBRA..

KOR LOVE YOU..

Feeling vry uncomfortable this few days..

Hop i get better..

Chatted on phone smsing with her..

Kinda feel lots of jealousy in my heart..

Its just feel like, Painful, Wanting to cry, Wan her back and so on..

But we wont be tgt again..

Well, maybe she would wish to patch again or wat but i have my own reasons and i wont patch back..

Kinda of vry regretd of what i did when i was with her..

Truefully, feeling for her had not fade.. I dn know y, Maybe cos i love her FuckinG alot ??

Missing her EverYdaY.. Just wanna see her face in front of me..

Jealousy when i heard ppl jioing her..

Mind was like thinking.. Hope those who jioing her will give up asap.. I really cant bear to see her belonging to another person.. But i cant be selfish.. Maybe that will be her happiness ?? One day she will accpet someone who love her..

Hoping so much that time would go back and stop at the day when we 1st stead and before wat i did to her.. I really miss that moment when we were at Ivan's house.. Finding every moment to be close with her..

Started to feel moody when she reply me that msg.. Well, its the right things she should do.. Really don wish to see her in the wrong steps.. Thinking of some things i wanted to do but i guess, i wont have the chance to do it ever again !...

If u are reading this, and thinking y i didnt ask for patch..

One of the reason are, it cos of ur friend that make me become like that..

Its like watever i do, i'm in the wrong.. And in the end is i kena beat..

I will remember that how they beat me cos its the 1st time ppl beat me like that..

3 Times break and 2 time i kena beat.. I wont 4get it and 4give them..

2008-10-04T01:54:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...

I FUCKING HATE IT MAN !!!!

I DON UNDERSTAND..

CAN SOMEONE PLS FUCKING EXPLAIN TO ME ??

WHY IS IT WATEVER I DO NOBODY LIKE..

I DON WANNA LIVE IN THIS FUCKING WORLD ANYMORE..

MY HEART FUCKING HURTS NOW..

~(SOMETHING OR SOME1 PLS KILL ME)~

I'M A LOUSY BF

I'M A BUSTARD

I'M A USELESS PERSON

I'M A HONGSTER

I'M A GUY WHO CANT GIVE PPL HAPPINESS

I'M A BETRAYER

I'm crying on my bed..

Tears just cant stop dripping down my Face..

It's all over..

U're everything right and i'm wrong..

Its meaningless for me anymore..

I lost everything..

I lost you..

I got nothing to say !!

NA BEI CHI BAI KANNINA PCB..

$@%#^@$#@^%&*$@#$@$&#@$@%^#*&@#$@%^#$^

$#@^$#@%#$&%@!#^!$@#&*$#_$)#%&&#$(^$%^#*($#((

2008-09-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hummmm... Its been long since i blogged.. Because i lazy to.. I just came out from the police station after 6 hours of lock up.. Fucking tired mans !!

Haven't sleep for 2 days.. Cos we tonned 2 days ?? Hahas.. We are mad.. Life getting more and more sucks more adays so many thing happen..

In the police station they ask me to take out my ring.. I cant bear too take out...

Being handcraft in a room alone, thinking of what if i cant see Dear Dear anymore.. What if i lose her.. Tears starting to flow down my eyes.. But lucky i tahan..

Realise How importane u are to me my DEAR.. I cant live without you.. Its make my heart break when we are going to be apart.. =(

Take care..
I love you And i will always do whenever what happens..

I miss you alot !!

Hoping to see u tml..

I really wanna spent time tgt like last time when we were at ivan house..

I loved it babe..

Nitez Guys..

Muacks to all !

take care..

2008-09-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

Stayed home this few days cos was sick..

Same illness, cought, fever, headach sore throat.

My audition acc has been suspend for 2 weeks..

So wont be logging in..

Decided to create an guild by myself..

Its kinda of hard but i will never give up..

For the time being the name will be

-HND-

(Hongster Never Die)

Friend will all be welcome to my guild if u are current not in guild,

or wish to join my guild, u are welcome..

Guild's blog all that will be creating in 2 weeks time..

Fame Guild and Guild will be opening in 2 week time,

after my acc has been unsuspened..

Smsed Dear, chat with her..

Its been long since we chatted like this ??

I feel very happy smsing u like this..

Hahah..

Dear u said u will take care of me by my side,

i'm waiting for that day to come..

Look like u the one who needs to be taken care of ??

U have eyes infections..

I don know what its about and not sure if its was serious anot..

Sorry, I'm dumb..

Never study is like that di. ( bo piang)

Got worried.. Really wan to go to ur house and find u but cant..

Wondering how u are feeling now??

Really hope that u will recover ASAP..

I don wish to see u suffer like this..

Its make my hearts hurts..

Dear,

IMISSYOU LOTS

ILOVEYOU LOTS

I wanna see u now and pei me !!

2008-09-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

Had nice hair make-over

Designer : DeBra

Slack at blk 134 raining heavily.

Kinda bored so i got my new hairstyle..

Had fun just now playing with my hair..

Went home..

Back to games..

Will be posting another time..

Take Care To All Readers..

2008-08-30T03:39:00.000+08:00

Meet willy tan they all at blk 112.. He told me there got taiji then police came.. So i went down.. After that meet wei keat (si b0tak) at blk 414.. say got another taiji.. Went down he told me that the taiji settle liao..

Ye hao and weikeat went for tuition.. Then waited for wanying at her house playground.. Cant wait to see her man.. Was Darn Fucking Happy ! Got super HIGH ~~~~ WOOOTS..

She wanted to eat.. Amandy was with her.. Beens week since we meet. But to me its like for months ! Miss her Lots.. Wanna see her face so follow her to 85.. See them eat.. Debra saw xiao xiang on the floor.. then crawl onto one guys chair then onto his leg.. he stand and kik away.. Debra was the 1st one who laugh till so loud..

The guy turn over and looked at us.. Amandy told him there got xiao xiang.. Hahahahha.. Then totally went moodless cos was thinking something.. Haix.. Fucking stress Now.. Thinking of lots of things..

Ivan say he wanna meet us.. Wanying and amandy went home.. Debra pei me wait for him as my phone is spoilt cant contact him..

Ivan came.. Then went to 418 find weikeat and ye hao.. Smoke Smoke slack slack at 419 playground..

Chatted about the past when we ran away from home.. Its was fun. !! Weikeat need go home leh.. So, Cya... Slacked with ivan at playground.. Chatted lots of things.. Almost drop tears but tahan..

Chatted about gals, relationship, money and many many m0re.. Went 204 totilet.. saw xiong.. Pay him $10 then something happen.. Don wish to talk about it..

I don know what to do now.. I don know where to find $100 to pay u back.. Maybe go rob, steal or do illegal things bahs.. Really no choice..

Been vry tired this few weeks.. But talk about meeting Dear, no matter how tired i wont complaine.. Love is something both parties had to give in and out..

Well,, tired liao.. Go smoke and off to bed..

~Nitez readers ~

See yahs next time..

2008-08-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

Stay at home whole day ytd... Played Maple.. Didnt went for work ytd cos was sick.. I don know what to post.. I'm totally speechless..

Well, u all can say that wanying is good.. wanying is not like this or whatever shyt.. Cos u all don know how i'm feeling.. I'm feeling darn miserable !! The feeling i having now is just like jumping down the blk of 403 !

I really thanks debra who always company me when i'm lonely.. She cos of me never meet stead.. Mei.. thanks.. u the best.. Wat were u doing when i'm lonely ?? Going out with friends, ?? Playing with friends ?? , enjoy urself and forget about me ?? How i wish that u can take a knift and stab my heart to death.. at lest i die in ur arms..

This relationship is falling.. U said that u wanna last long this relationship when we at ivan house.. But now the relationship u're breaking it.. i feel that i'm such a lousy BF..

YES.. U'RE GOOD. U EVERYTHING GOOD.. EVERYTHINGS IS MY FAULT.. I'M NOT GOOD.. I'M NOT A GOOD STEAD.. I CANT GIVE U HAPPINESS.. EVERYTHING I CANT GIVE U.. ITS BE BEST IF JUST BANG BY CAR OR WATEVER AND DIED.. THIS WOULD MAKE U HAPPY K ??

I'm going out..
~ Byes.. ~

2008-08-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

Ytd work for my mum's friend.. Well, its fucking tired man !
Then 6plus pm.. Went home.. Sms Dear on the lorry. Wanted meet her to slack, but she cant..

Went home, eat, bathed and used com.. Lazy to update last night was fucking tired.. Dear say today got exam till 5plus already said that i go fetch her outside school..

But today say now at her friend house doing project very busy.. Haix... Another day dn need to spent time with her again.. Hate ppl to DUA me.. say liao then last min change..

My ring cant take out.. Its be best if i can wear it forever.. Cos i love her alot and we can be tgt forever.. Just like this ring.. Haix.. Its kind of bored.. I wanna see her.. I wanna spent time with her.. B4 exam she told me after exam got alot time..

But in the end was disspointment.. She don even have the time to meet me.. Meet Friends are more importane then Stead.. Now i know what kind of person you are..

Going to meet ye hao at 407 basketball court soon.. Guess cant meet her again today.. Look like this relationship is starting to fall apart.. Its not strong anymore..

2008-08-24T01:18:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 5plus.. then meet ye hao at inter as he need to take back his phone at tampines.. Then meet debra at TM.. Went shopping, playing and go back to bedok to slack..

Went to 415 to slack cos debra need charge phone again.. played audition, DJ max, fifa street with ye hao.. Still winning him.. Wkaakkaka.. Ye hao called him mum..

His dad and wanying going 204 to eat.. So i and debra went there to buy cigg.. Then waited for him at another table..

Dear was there.. Really happy to see her.. But abit of disspointment.. They cant slack with me and debra.. Well, chatted with friends.. Then went home..

Wanying (Dear) : I seriously don know wat u wanna from me.. U need time to think ? I give u.. But wats i really hope is that, we wont have to break up again.. U wont return me the ring, treat me like before.. Wat u wan me to do, i will do for you..

I'm back With My Blog

2008-08-23T05:02:00.000+08:00

Yo,guys.. I'm back with my blog again this time.. Its kind of bored so decided to come back..
Its been long since i blog..

So many things have happens this few months..
One of the good news is that, i patch back with my ex..
Her name call, wanying.. same age as me.. but she alot better then me in everything.. =D

Sorry that my blog is in such a lousy status.. Well, i forgotton how to edit all that as well as the codes.. Well, give me times can i make sure this blog will be nice..

I don know what i should post.. As per normal, woke at abt 3plus in the afternoon.. And was raining heavily.. So decided to go out abit late.. Hummmm.. Find debra to slack with me.. Meet her at inter phone booth and we went to 204 to eat as i was hungry.. After that went to 415 as debra wanted to charge her phone.. 11pm we went to blk 402.. Wanying house downstair..

Slack, play PSP.. I vs Debra DJ MAX.. hahahha.. it was fun.. Got win and lose.. But no matter what i still win her.. After that we Chit-Chat about things.. Then she wanted to go home if not her mum lock the inner lock she cant go in.. So i alone at blk slack.. Playing my PSP.. About 1 plus went home.. Bathed and Used Com..

AS STANDED CHIONG MAPLE =D

Wanying (Dear) : Well.. u say u not avoiding me.. I don think so but does not mean that i don trust you.. Since the day i know you, my trust on u is fucking alot cans ?? Not even abit gone.. Hummmm... Even debra can see that u starting to avoid me. I don know whats the reason u doing this to me.. But just to let u know.. i don wan this relationship to break again.. I been trying my best to make u happy, be close with u and know u more.. But its look like i don have the chance too.. Can u tell me whats bothering you ??

Time for me to go edit my Blog
And go to bed..